I went out in the kitchen and put the pizza in the microwave. While it was heating I bent over the sink and tried to breath normally again, to get out there and be just as strong as Aly.

“Did you know?” it was Jens voice and I just shook my head. It was a bit squeaky and I heard she was in chock. “I feel really bad.” she continued and I scratched my head and rose to look at her.

“What do you think I do? I am supposed to know everything about her and I didn't see how bad she felt before she started to speak.” I tried to but a bandage over my emotions and tried to not start crying again. It's not often it happens but when it does, I can't help myself. The only thing I saw was Alys face turned in to pure pain from all the things she have been trough. I have the life of my dreams and her life flew right outside the window. We went in opposite directions of life!

“I didn't see that one coming at all.” I started to laugh and I felt the bitterness in my mouth. “I should have known.” I blamed myself for my suddenly blindness. She deserved this life I have, I don't deserve anything like the way she does. “I'm for the love of god like a brother to her! I've been there for her since she was born! EVEN if I was one year old I always had her back like she was one of my sisters by blood.” I smashed my hand into the sink and laughed with still that bitter taste. “You on the other hand...” I stopped and turned around.

“And what is that supposed to mean!?” she exclaimed and did some gestures with her hands. Her hair was up in a bun and she had changed to some sweatpants and a tight t-shirt.

“It means that you are so self absorbed.” I said quietly. She walked straight up to me and left a few inches between us.

“I've been her best friend for so long I can remember but you were always there to protect her even if we just was going out with my dog, you fool.” she hissed and I smiled. She was so easily affected and she made every little piece on hair on my body to raise. She was just electric. “I hate you.” she continued.

“I hate you.” I replied and watched her closely.

“Good.”

“Good.” I said with a simple smile.

“Fine.” she almost spat me in the face.

“Fine.” I simply said and took her around the waist and pulled her to me. Our lips met and it was like electricity in our lips and she grabbed my hair and pulled me closer. After like ten seconds she pushed me away.

“What are you doing!?” she hissed angrily. “You can't just go around and kiss people! You got a girlfriend!” she started to walk back and forth and mutter for herself.

“What are you doing?” I asked after getting everything together again after the kiss.

“One of us have to think straight! Obviously, and if you don't then I have to! Why did you do that, stupid?!”

“Because your hot when your angry.” I shrugged and smiled at her. The pizza was ready and I took the plate and went to the fridge to find some soda.

“So just because someone is angry you automatically try to seduce them?” She was stressed and when I put down the can I went over to her and held her head. “Stupid guy!” she outburst and screamed of frustration.

“Shh! Stop worry. It's my problem no not yours. I'll find a way.” I started to walk back to the others but Jen stopped me.

“Find a way for what? I don't want to come between anyone.” she was freaking out by now and tried to pull it together. “I don't want to be that OTHER girl!”

“It's just as confusing for you as it is for me.” I started and tried to get her out of the way.

“Confusing!? You were the one who kissed me.”

“Relax. Now, I have to get out to the others again so that Harry won't seduce Aly.” It was like my duty called.

“Okay, you've clearly lost your mind! And take it easy on them. I don't even think Aly knows yet. I mean that Harry is crushing on her. You don't have to be the braver older brother all the time.” she said. I know she knew about my and Alys relationship.

“But I have to protect her.” I muttered. “From being driven over by a douchebag.”

“He's not that bad.” she crossed her arms over her chest and I couldn't resist from looking dow. “Aly hasn't any idea of what is going on! She have never been good with love. She's just as tense as always! She doesn't know what love is because she hasn't the guts to tell her feelings out loud. Why do you think she hasn't told us about her mum?” She had a point.

“I can't just let him do whatever with her. She's my sister for crying out loud.”

“You sound like a really bitter father right now. And no one will ever be good for her in your eyes. But don't stop her freedom of love. Every girl needs this.” she started to go to the door. “She's a girl. She need to find her own way.” she stopped again and looked at me.

“He's not the prince charming he claims to be.” I protested. “And I don't want to comfort her because one of my best friends couldn't keep his mind straight.”

“Please just take a step back?” she said and looked worried. I sighed.

“Fine, but just an inch.” I muttered and went out the door who hid the other from us. Everyone was laughing and I couldn't help but smile when I saw that Aly was one of them.

“Here you go.” I gave her the food and the can. She rose so I could sit down and I dragged her into my embrace and she started to eat and listened to Niall play guitar and the rest of us sang. She didn't open her mouth to sing along with us. I tried my best to not give Harry a meaningful gaze when he was watching Aly like Romeo. She was laughing when Louis tried to make a girly voice in the middle of a song.

“What are we going to do tomorrow?” Liam asked.

“Well, you've been here a couple of times so you know what there is to do. We could go down to the beach, or maybe just chill around the pool.”
“Sounds like a perfect day to me.” Niall said.

“Yeah, with some food and Niall's in heaven.” I said and everybody laughed. After a while Aly fell asleep in my arms. She looked so peaceful and I thought back at when she slept over at my place and she couldn't fall asleep so my mum had to make warm milk in the middle of the night. We had a lot if memories and I honestly wish it would be more.

“I think I should carry her to the bed.” I said after a while when I knew she wouldn't wake up if I moved. “Harry could you help me?”

“Yeah. I'll go and fix the bed.” he said and walked in to the house. I followed him with Aly in my arms. Harry made the bed and after a while I could put her down and Harry pulled the blanket up to her chin. I saw the look on his face and it was different from before. It was softer. Maybe there was one guy who could be good enough?